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Lost Without Him

 

 

He doesn't love me anymore and I can't stand it.

He never looks into my eyes like he did before.

All of the love I gave him he's thrown away,

for some prostitute that he found waiting at his door.

 

She is very beautiful I have to admit.

At 6'2" tall with long blonde hair and ocean blue eyes.

Her hair is so fluffy and as soft as cotton.

It flows all the way down to her ankles.

 

I am nothing like her but, wish that I were.

I am only a brunette at 5'2" tall with brown eyes.

He doesn't look at me with affection anymore,

even when I talk to him face to face.

 

All I want is a little respect from him,

and for him to tell me that he loves me.

I am so broken inside that I don't know what to do.

I used to be so vibrant and alive before.

 

Now I sit here in my room and dwell,

so sadly on what I used to have.

With every second that passes me by,

the cuts to my heart get closer and deeper.

 

I wish that he would call me for once,

just to let me know that he cares.

But, I guess that it's too late and I know,

that deep inside I have to let him go.

 

Sometimes I feel like hanging myself,

and just letting go of everything.

But something deep inside,

is keeping me here for some reason.

 

A part of me says that he might come back,

and another part of me knows that he won't.

I am so lost and confused in this world.

I need a friend to turn to right now.

 

Someone please come and rescue me!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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  • Though I've never cut myself, I do recall a point in time where I felt similarly. My ex-boyfriend dumped me for my anorexic roommate, so I completely understand how awful it feels to be rejected for something beyond your control.

    My advice to you: don't waste your time on him, and give yourself a break. He obviously didn't appreciate you, and when you become the girlfriend of some very lucky man or woman in the near future, this guy will be kicking himself in the derriere.

    Well done, and thanks for sharing this with us.



    Laura, aka Immortal


  • Maili Knephthan gold member
    January 1

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    I know it is hard but time will heal this to the point it is bareable. Very nicely written. Time give your self time and talk to someone if you need to come to me and I will listen. Thank you for entering