love poem #137

I miss you.
with anyone else
its doesnt feel right.
i remember our first kiss,
when everything was
new and fresh and blissful.
you were my first everything,
and i was yours.
i remember the way you
used to look at me,
saying "i love you"
without saying a word.
and you did love me.
and i did love you.
but where did it all go?
Your not there anymore.
neither am i.
I moved half across the country,
and your out
doing god knows what
with god knows who.
falling in love.
is that what your doing?
falling in love with that girl?
probably.
it wouldnt suprise me.
I said i would never come
back to town
but that was a lie.
you might see me
sooner than never.
if i called you up,
what would you say?
i know you dont
love me anymore.


but could you ever again?