Breakin' My Heart

You left me alone my whole life
To deal with my problems
Coz you were too busy
Dealing with yours
Your meant to be a mother

[crack]

You talk about moving out all the time
For you want out as much as I do
But you'd be leaving me behind
What am I meant to do here
By myself..
Who will be here to look after me?
To make sure I smile..

[[Crack]]

You destroyed my trust
And I love you still
Yet you just can't seem
To look after yourself
Don't you love me
Enough to stay alive
Coz I don't want to have to survive you
To live without you
Your meant to be there
To protect me

[[[CracK]]]

You were my best friend
You know everything about me
Every secret, every bad memory
Yet still..
You ran when I couldn't be happy anymore
When I couldn't be a barbie doll
You think I've changed
But really, Your just seeing who I am
I thought you would always be there
But you left
Out of jealously..
Such a stupid emotion
I expected better out of you

[[[[CrAcK]]]]

You love me
I do honestly believe that
Yet still you played around with me
And I was too fragile for your game
And it hurt..
You didn't know what you were doing
How you were making me feel
And it was my fault, I let you
I love you too...

[[[[[CrACK]]]]]

I never imagined my life without you
No matter what you did
How much you hurt me
I always forgave you
Yet This time
I could not be bothered
I'd had enough, you needed to grow up
But you didnt
You let me go, just like them
And I hate you for it
I wish I could hate you for it
Sometimes I miss you
And then I hate myself for that..

[[[[[[CRACK]]]]]]

They all look at me like I'm beautiful
They all want me to go out with them
And jump into bed with them
Coz thats as far as liking me goes
My body...
They don't care that I've got brains
or a personality
Just how I look
And for a while, I let them compliment for
For it makes me feel wanted
But only for a while
For then I feel empty

[[[[[[[shattered heart]]]]]]]