Alex, where are you?

Alex, where are you?
For i look high
And i look low
And you're nowhere to be seen
I'm surrounded by a sea of unfamiliar faces
And the silence that screams is unbearable

The weight i try to bear is crushing me
It hurts almost everyday
The longing to hear from you
Haunts me like an intolerable ghost
The bite of loneliness i feel
When you are not around
As pure and concentrated as acid
Eats away at my insides
Boring ugly holes in my life
Shattering my happiness

Alex, where are you?
For i look high
And i look low
And the horizon seems deserted
I'm falling into a pit of despair
And the world seems like an unfamiliar place

I miss your sweet words
And your charming ways
The way you cheered me up
Just by being there
But now you're gone
I miss you, my love
Though i still think that you were sent from above
An angel that fell from heaven
A priceless gift from God

Alex, where are you?
For i look high
And i look low
And it seems like you have abandoned me