Senseless

 I wish I could bring you to it

Make you see through it

Make you push through it

Make you now

Cannot see, through these walls

Suffocating on butterflies

Nothing makes sense

Wash the pain away.

I am oblviouse and this is

All I know today

I wish you knew

How blue I feel

Every pill that I take

Is making me sink

Making me sink below you

all the world knows

How red the rose is

But I see a pale white and pink

And I can't remember what I was

Before I thought I loved

And was loved too

Because the world is round

I have found that I can't

take much more of you

All the men in their white coats

Proud of all their doctorate degrees

Can prod and look for the missing link and as I fall upon my knees

I fall upon the dirt
And babe I know it hurt

And you know I cannot fight it

This feeling is too right

Sleep well

See the light at the end of the tunnel

And wish it all gone

Sleep well

Sleep well

But don't do this for anyone

They give you a God

And tell you there's a hand at this

What If I could tell you, I had been a  God once, before the medicated bliss

And more and more pills

Like a butterfly in the rain

All my colors fall away

And I wrinkle in the rain

As if I'd never fly again.