You HAVE TO!

Tears spilled down my face
My heart going at a rapid pace
So much pain I feel inside
The bickering hitting hard from my mind
I’m breathing so hard
Feeling like a joker on the card
“Don’t work so much, you’ll get it”
When I do, I am sunk in a deep pit
“Work hard and give it you all”
I do, and the gravity of it makes a harder fall
I can’t succeed, except when it came to failing
Feeling as if my spirit is fraying
Time, I allow it to consume me
Not putting myself in it where it suppose to be
But a voice came from somewhere
Listening to the pain that I bear
“Look inside and feels it hue
G-d is with you, through and through
Have faith, even when you fail more than you achieve
Things will come in right, just believe”
Strength filled my body and heart
Energy of hope filling up every part
Inside me igniting was a fire
Help reaching my stride higher and higher
I have to believe, even when things are not fair
For I know He will always be there.