It's A Trainwreck, A Catastrophe

I'm this emotional trainwreck
But my sadness has leaked out
With all the sense my sentances
Might have made in this coversation
And I'm wondering if it reallly will
Matter to you when I finally
Push away from this ache
In my chest where I
Think my heart
May have
been.
Fill
me in
if you can-
Since I feel so
Empty without the
Words that fueled my life
Now only to bring it down to
What I like to call an all time low.
A kiss, a hug. A gentle touch. Maybe More.
If you're willing to look inside pandoras box, I dare
You to try to figure me out now. My train has crashed
And my heart is bleeding black it's is staining everything it
Touches. My heart is not beating, no, it is not bleeding it is
Leaking and as the ink runs dry I implore you to wash your blackened
Hands for it would be a shame to have a reminder of this broken soul on your
Perfectly imperfect beautiful kriminal heartbreaking soul ripping life destroying skin.