my hole

you told me that
i needed to get me
that i needed to get things fixed
and but yet you still love me
so we kept  to our selves
not a touch nor sound
between us
and yet you still love me
lie your was i was to much drama
but you knew that i had hit rock bottom
and you thought it would be best
but i needed you then cause i love you
eventho i never said it
i ment it in every thing i did
in every action i tried to prove i did
but you didin't no how to help me
and at the time neather did i
but i didn't tell you that
i needed your bear hugs
i needed you to just hold me
but you didnt know
you where just tring to protect me
tring to make it so i couldn't be hurt
youwalk by me and try not to get caught
but i know that you look you tried to protect me but
you just made my hole deeper than you knew could

you ment the world to meand still do
i cry at nights just cause i didnt know
how bad i ment to you
but reconized the signs and knew
i was falling apart
that i was facking being okay
that noone else saw
throw the act that i kept up and
i was slowly letting that act fade away

 but me in that state  he couldnt

nor wouldn't have anything to do with