There's this feeling I just can't shake,
A fear rotting me from the inside.
Preparing for another heartbreak,
Trying desperately to hide.
I love you so, you say you love me,
That we will be happy together.
But from this feeling i can't be free,
As my mind echo's the promise of forever.
You've cracked my heart twice before,
And I'm bracing myself for a third.
Wishing you'd just walk through my door,
This really is quite absurd.
Tick, tock goes the clock,
Ticking time away.
Standing like a rock,
Praying you will stay.
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about my boyfriend.... k here's how it goes...
we were together a year and we went 2 provinces away from home..he wanted time.. I came home...he called me back...then said no...then called me and said he made a mistake so i took him back...he says he loves me and wants to be together forever and i'm supposed to go out there and be with him but we don't know when and i'm afraid that he's gonna pull that shit again and break up with me....I'm really getting sick and tired of waiting..i think he should just come home anyways...but i dunno he hasn't said he wants to break up..but i think i'm either having some insecurity issues which are natural considering what's happened....or i'm right.....what do i do???
What Do I Do??
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amazing baby girl
tasha babe....i know your heart is aching right now nad it kills me that there is nothing that i can do to take this pain away... you mean the world to me and you will always be my best friend for life.....i hate that this is happing to you but just remember through everyhting thick and thin high adn low im here and will be 4eva your my bitcker biatch...amazing write its filled with emotions adn lonlieness i loved it adn it hurt all at the saem time great work....
Krissy
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I rarily agree with others but Tasha I don't think you are insecure like you are feling. yuo want to know for certiain that he will never let you go ans that reassurance you want he should give you. I can't imagine how much hurt and pain you might be feeling but I know this much he will make a big mistake hurting you again because im sure he'd regret it. any ways don't let yourself get hurt again keeo your guard up becaujse nbody wants to see you in pain
Tiger
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I think you have bent over backwards for him and its time for him to return the favor. If he really loves you he'll come for you. Thanks for sharing your story. Hang in there and keep writing.
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