okay

I got a gallon of gas and parked on the side of the road
I poured the gas on myself to a great extent
and on the passenger seat
holding some matches and thinking of something else
and the gas covering me in the front seat
I'm not sad any more

things are moving in slow motion
I feel a hush over my body
because things are going to be okay

I've just had enough
suddenly nothing hurts at all
so I'm not sad any more
everything's going to be okay
I can't control my life
but at least I can control my death

I'm not sad like I was five minutes ago
I feel okay
there's a hush over my body
because it's going to be okay

I'm not sad like I was five minutes ago
because I have options
and it's good to have options

the first match doesn't light
I guess I'll have to try another
the second match lights
and there's a tremendous explosion