I know I’ve done wrong
I should’ve realized
But I didn’t
Until it was too late
Maybe my initial thoughts
Were correct
I don’t deserve love
I sure as hell Don’t Deserve You
Just the knowledge
Of you being angry at me
The fact that
It’s My Fault
It kills me…
I can’t sleep, can’t think
My body aches, my brain is on fire
I’ve escaped into myself
Feeling like an empty shell
I deserve this…
My world is warm
yet I feel cold
The tears staining my cheeks and soul
Are colder than the rain falling outside
I never realized how alone
in this world I was
Until
I didn’t have you in it…
