Beg

i use to think that it wasn't that I couldn't come back
That kept my heart from reaching out to you
Just something else
Not lately.
I think it is because
I am starting to get over you.
Not needing you
like i once did
so desperately
Forgive me
I didn't mean to start living again
I want my heart to beg for you
Yet, I believe that
it may never heal from you leaving
I can't stop but thinking
I may be losing you forever
That part does still kill me,
Which gives me the image that I will soon again beg