is close
is near
and is all my fault
should it be razor
or should it be bullet
mayeb i should just drink myself to death
or pop the pills i have in my hand
wont be hard now
wont be long now
ill be gone soon as i get a chance
i gotta write the note
and clean my room
they always hated the mess
almost more than they hated me
so goodbye to any reading this
it MIGHT be the last you hear from me
fuck this life and fuck this pain
fuck feeling like this ever again
