4 long days
of loneliness
of drugs and suicide
of missing you and my mates
I can't survive
I can't pretend like it's nothing
I love you too much to just,
disappear...
my heart'll stop pounding
I'll stop thinking
I won't even be able to
come out of bed
so I hope
some things will keep me alive
it'll probably kill my health
but the drugs make it less worse to,
miss you
miss it to kiss you
miss it to embrace you
miss it to embrace you like it's our last day
