tears stain these blood shot eyes
but i'm tired!
so friggin tired
so i lay down my life
and let my body shrivel and die..
i can no longer wear this fading smile...
it is disappearing
as the darkness that i so dread eats me alive.
do you know the pain?
can you understand?
have you ever burned from the inside out?
the blood..
it seeps from this wound that i try to depserately bandage
the blood spills on the broken floor.
i give up.
i'll let it bleed freely.
i'm not you..
i'm not them!!
the strength i once had is gone!
disappeared just as this smile..
this withering little smile...
that dies on my cracking lips...
my clothes are drenched in crimson,
crimson and tears...
i die here now
and watch the crimson soak my fears.
