So affraid to talk, so affraid to cry.
If I talk then everyone will know the secret I hold deep inside,
not wanting anyone to know.
And if I cry people will wonder why.
So unsure of this life I am living.
struggleing day to day,
just to get through to the next.
wondering what I have done to deserve all this pain???
I sit down and start to think..maybe it is my fault?
Maybe I should have spoken up, and then I wouldn't be hurting so bad.
Now left to wonder about what could have been differnt.
Knowing you hurt me so bad, so many times.
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