my savior

the days were long
my smiles were fake
trying to be strong
its all i can take

beginning everyday
waiting for the end
not much nice to say
i react only to defend

every hope i ever had
discouraged everytime
trying not to go mad
dead inside i say i'm fine

too far gone
for a cry for help
things always going wrong
but i didn't want any help

all the days seemed the same
Murphy's law ruled my life
horrible sad and always lame
i met the girl to be my wife

i see the sun rise
on this endless night
to turn away would not be wise
stand in my way, you get a fight

yesterday's so blurry
and dosen't seem real
her smile takes the pain away
true love is what i feel

better than i ever dreamed
nothing can be better than this
as surreal as this seemed
i could not bear to miss

now days are too short
and the smiles are real
she speaks my knees go weak
and i can't get enough