trying so hard to smile
wow all this tension this drama driving me insane
trying so hard to keep it together
but it all bears down on me
clueless of what to do
feeling dead inside
no motivation
then he took her back
and just the right way too
no hate
no saddness
just an odd sense of relief
feeling my life has just begun
then they dip
gone somewhere else
to bum off someone else
i didn't even have to try
my old freinds come into view
they cross the bridges
i thought i burned
they are there for me
always have been
i will learn from my mistakes
nothing has happened today
no plans for the future
but o how i look forward to tommarow
while embrassing today
i realize it all works out in the end
and i can smile
