7.7.2008

i see you standing there with that goofy smile and awkward look
why can i only remember the good in you
i want to remember the monster
the selfishness
the anger
the fights
i don't want to remember the happiness
the passion
the love
the laughter
everyone tells me i'm with someone better now, but is it so terrible to still feel for you
sometimes i imagine what would have happened if i told you "yes, i want to get back together."
would we be happy?
probably not
more than likely we would have killed one another
but i'm okay with that, i don't want perfection
i long for passion and you gave me that, you gave me butterflies
my lowest lows were with you
however my highest highs were with you as well
maybe i'm not made for perfection