the cobwebbed bells are still and silent.
and just wondering when
those church bells will ring
gives me a feeling
of insecurity
what if they never will?
and what if all
those hopeless books
and forgotten words
of "i love you"
and "youre beautiful"
have already faded
and we just havent noticed
because were too busy
focusing on her happiness
when shes just an
insecure, immature,
desperate attention seeker
and yes this poem is stupid
and lame
and you dont even know
what the heck im talking about
but i dont care
because she's stupid
and lame.
and she steals my friends
and stabs me in the back
and cries into his shoulder
when she knows
shes hurting everyone
in the process
her sky isnt turning grey
mine is
her clouds arent bringing rain
mine are
her stars arent fading away
mine are
her love for me is still there
mine isnt
i hate her.
and her attention obsorbing self
because thats the only thing
that she lives off of
him
and her
and me
but ive left her out in the snow tonight
and i hope she knows it
i hope she knows
that i turn my head
everytime she gives him a hug
that i close my eyes
when i see her smile at him
that i tune her out
when she flirts with him
that i walk away
when i see them cuddle
its all so stupid.
and its not the boys fault.
and its not hers either.
its mine.
for being stupid.
and for being someone
who hates life
because a stupid boy destroyed it
way back when nobody cared
so shut up, kali
get a freaking grip on life
because reality is the only thing that matters
and your mind is the most simple thing
and your heart is the coldest thing
and i hate it
im sick of it
go away, kali
never come back to me
Author notes
this poem is so bipolar. just dont even waste your time commenttttting.
[im so sorry]
hi. i like you if you comment.
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wow.
I agree tell tell.. even though I know I know part of these but jsut now sure... who about? please tell me..
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tell me tell me t-t-t-t-tell me.
i really like it.
and it actually makes some sense.
and it felt real.
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oh really? lol. i thought it made no sense.
because at the end.
i like talked to myself. so i thought people would think im crazy..
but thanks
and sorry but im not telling anyone about this.....
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good,
um
emma and kali and what?
PLEASE
explain
on aim oneday
ok
i lov eyou
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um.
not this poem.
too hard.
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SORRY.
cant.
it'd be too....cliche? -
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i dont' care. callllllll me if you're ever bored i need to know all about harvest
i got some interesting emails from sabrina.. -
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lol. really? i want to hear about thoseee....
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