Walking west-south-west in dense fog
white as a congregation of ghosts rising
from an out-of-town graveyard
I reach for an imaginary easel
and close, woven cloth of hemp
with a palette of colors and knife.
It's summer on our Range and
I slosh a neutral green background
to roll back these five o'clock mists,
morning-led, scrolling in from valleys,
muffling a lone kookaburra's chortle,
songs of magpie-larks, dry calls of crows.
As I stroll, I see evocations leap out -
sweeps of seascapes, mountains
and undulating woodlands.
I'd paint the over-arching sky
in a rush of violent purple, then
with a swish, wash it blue calm.
Black bitumen and ochre walkways
unwind before me. Dogs bark at
phantoms and phantoms shout Hi!
My bobbing head lies in clouds
as they float down from hills
and I paint portraits as I progress
of sober members from the district choir,
friends from the village, cats
which I detest (they kill birds), family horses ...
my wife in her garden doing her coloring -
weeding, watering, pruning native Callistemon,
orchids with kind faces, day-lilies, agapanthus.
My brush no longer responds to real-life action.
It's as useless as a toothpick in a quarry.
Winds rise, fogs lift, tree by tree.
I look down steep gullies to see a truth.
My artistry's a fiction,
dreams, mere wishful thinking.
I'm stunned by the chasm of what is, what was.
These lines dare not recall
how grand those visions were ...
With hands like silk, I hang them,
both portaits and landscapes,
in elusive studios deep inside my head.
I should be grateful for a clear day tomorrow
where my world's circle paints its own canvas
and I, there but to admire, with silken gloves off.


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