I asked for things I did not have,
even the good that were really bad.
When You were quiet I screamed at You.
While I was faithless You were true.
“Give me, Lord!” I prayed to You;
prayed so loud, shaking skies blue.
My pride left me haughty and insistent,
resistant I was to being repentant.
“I want her!”, I want that!”
Deep in me such prayers fell flat,
for I doubted the truth of Your love;
profane this doubt of the born-above.
My eyes and heart left me sad,
then so sad it left me mad.
“Why are You so mean and unfair.
Maybe You’re just not really there!”
Then I remembered of what I read,
of the One who rose from the dead.
That request in the garden He did not get,
and yet from You He had not left.
So I stayed, so I bowed,
to this God, the Lord of my now.
The yearning in me had not left,
yet life I had, and not His death.
Then one day, as I prayed,
joy o’ truth came to stay.
I saw how You were so true,
to grant me grace to follow You.
Not many will know my knowledge of this;
so few of us have this goodness.
Then I looked down to see under me
and I saw I stood on Your mercy.
So I’ll follow You all my life,
no matter how harsh the coming strife,
for coming up, from behind,
goodness and mercy, for You’re kind.
© 12-17-08
Author notes
“Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
All the days of my life;
And I will dwell in the house of the LORD
Forever.”—Psalm 23:6
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Comments
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A beautiful praise showing that God is there for us and that He knows what is best. When we clear our hearts we can find joy in Him.
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Sincere!
Your light shines through in this one. It is a pleasure and a blessing to read such verses once again.
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WELL DONE
beautifully written and full of truth and emotion. Good Job. throughly enjoyable read.
*Go with God* my brother,
Valerie
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