Tall Tanned Wonder

Tall Tanned wonder  - that’s what I call him
Does he see me staring?
*looks away*
Damn! Another chance wasted!
The short breaths I take as he walks in the room. The random babble about the weather, the heat that escalates in my heart so fierce and quick, catches me by surprise I have to splash cold water on my face until I am able to see straight again.  The pin pricks of jealousy as he talks to other girls.
“He is beyond your league;” As some may say.
Those butterflies that seem to float and get caught in your throat as you try to talk are always the enemy!
Dreaming, dreaming of  that passionate kiss.  his arms gently cradling me under a summer’s sun. “Hold me closer “I’d whisper gently pressing myself against his chest. 
His touch becomes gentler. (As it should)
“I’m gonna do it today” I say to my friend
“I doubt that, “she whispers 
She’ll see.  She cant stop me from doing it today, no one will!