jupiter,
i woke up from a dream just now, somehow i feel a strange uneasiness about everything around. just how i felt when you went to see the mountains, somewhere. and i went to an alien village to celebrate 'human sacrifice' which really involved slaughter of cows. they still don't understand why it's called a sacrifice.
on our way to the village, someone from the front seat suggested, "the car stuck between train tracks is a scary scene." right after we crossed one. we were traveling with family- distant strangers. mother held me close and the night was so ghastly; winter took form of clouds on roads. it was bloody foggy and we could barely see death if it laid ahead.
another person suggested "it's not safe to stop here, the road is too narrow and foggy. there are wolves too".
where were we? i remember thinking about you. i remember hugging mother and secretly crying when she was too lost in her fear for life. why was it so late, i can't tell. but i remember the car ultimately stopped. two strangers, frogface and father-mother stepped out first, i was left behind- i lost the flute that you gave me in the car. sorry.
but it's long time ago right?
write back.
esha.


it's more an eccentrictity than a weirdness, really. this was fun to read though.
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