That's How You Get Rid of the Pain

Get ready to wash it down
Wash it out of you
Wash it off of you
But the feeling crawls back inside and it stays

Tomorrow you won’t remember
You say the future is what drives you
But it the past that runs after you
It smothers you
And darkens you
And works hard at tripping you up

Here she was
So many things in front of her
And she was cut off from it

Here he was looking to harm another
Took the young girl only 1 decade and a half old
To him, he does not see the youthfulness to the girl
He only sees the woman the girl reminds him of

The one woman who left him behind
The woman who fled his hurtful ways
So he could see only the woman 3rd decade old
And not the girl

He waits her when she comes from school
Taking her to his place
Not seeing pass the youthful baby she still is
Seeing only the woman he wanted in his bed
The woman who left him
The one he wanted to pay for not obeying him
Such anger builds in him

He tells her she is beautiful
She tells him she must return downstairs
To her apartment
Where she belongs

He thinks she is leaving him all over again
Does he hit her?
Yes
He hits he hard enough that blood leaves her lips

Does he continue to hit her?
Yes
Until she falls to the floor

Does he bind her up?
Yes
He ties her down

Does he turn her into a thing?
Yes
He does not see the child she is

Does she scream?
Yes
she screams but he does not hear

He simply turns the music higher

Does she drown in his hate?
Yes
She is consumed by it

When he starts to yell at her
Home is so far away
Mother is far away
Help is far away

He tears away her clothes
He touches her in ways
a girl her age should not know

He explains how he does not enjoy this
She caused this and pulls out a knife

He does not stab
That is not his intent
He wants to cut into her he wants own her
They start as little cuts before becoming gashes
Before long the cuts are not enough
He puts his mouths to cuts biting and making them worse
He starts to bite everywhere
Making me think he might think he’s a vampire

The touching is driving him mad
He wants more
He screams at her
“Why did you leave me?”
But the girl doesn’t know why for it is
Not her that left him

But he does not care he must enter her
And become one with her
Regardless of she wants to or not

And for almost three days he does not tire or slow down
In his mind he does not care
His woman is home
With him where she belongs
Again not seeing the child she is
Not seeing that the woman he lost
Is a borough away and not under him
The child’s crying grey eyes is not
His woman’s brown eyes

On the third day she runs a fever
One the third day she does not have the strength to plead
Anymore
One the third day she has no voice to scream
One the third day in her head she says her goodbyes
Closes her eyes
This is how you get rid of pain
You let go
hope thay someone finds her soon
and when the police do come
she lets out her last sigh
You just let go