Despised

Inside i'm dying...
Dying..
each day continues
as i waste away within
a darkness overshadowing all that i could see before
the clarity leaving rather swiftly
as the shroud seeps into me throughout my being

i breath deep
trying to gasp for air
but it will not enter my rotting lungs
the light is ebbing away.

where has this river taken me...
the swift flowing river has carried me away
to that place that i have run from once before!
is there no escape?

i breath deep...
gasping, gasping for air
but it will not seep into my rotting lungs
light.. ebbing.. going.. away...

i am in that secluded region
the land that i have tried to avoid
but it is devouring me
the darkness digging at my pallid flesh...
i'm wasting away..
just as i was alive...
i have died..

i breathe shallow breaths...
gasping...clutching at my collapsing chest...
withering away...
light eaten by darkness.
the air has escaped my rotting lungs...
and i die yet again...
with nothing to breath for...
withering away...