L-O-V-E is just four letters...

[ 1 ] <3

Explaining how much she loves him is like explaining colours to a blind person. After everything they had been through , they just both gave up so easily. Even after all this time, she still loves him deep down inside her heart. & it breaks her heart talking to him . Because she realized the one that she loved .. she lost . It's a love she will never get back. Even though we've moved on it gets so hard to walk away. One thing she can't believe she did .. was let him walk away , without a fight . When she ignores him, it's not because she doesn't care, its because she know she can't go back to the past when he was happy with her. They used to talk for hours and never get bored of each other . && now they can't even talk for five minutes, without those long silences. A broken past that she wishes she could change. She still loves him and would do anything for him. He still means everything to her. She doesn't want to leave him in the past and be just a memory. She misses him. She didn't mean to fall so madly in love with you . But she can't just switch off her feelings for you , because you mean something to her too . S H E L O V E S H I M . She isn't going to give up without that fight this time . Because now .. S H E L O V E S Y O U ♥

[ 2 ] <3

Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

But that's how life is now isn't it? No matter how much you care for someone, or how much they care for you, love takes two to make it work, so if one person doesn't do their part .. It's not gonna work.

So why do we fall in love? Easy .. because somewhere there is that special someone, who feels about you the way you feel about them. So don't give up .. because it's better to have love and lost, than to have never loved at all.

[ 3 ] <3

It's just too hard not to cross all those fine lines that everyone is aware of,
even though they don't talk about them:

Be honest, but don't hurt anyone's feelings,
be independent, but not a loner,
be smart, but not a nerd
be sexy, but not a slut,
be skinny, but don't barf up your burger,
be funny, but not annoying,
be unique, but not weird.
How the hell is a girl
supposed to "be" anything ?

[ 4 ] <3

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life, 'It Goes On.' "
-Robert Frost

I believe that everything happens for a reason , people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe less so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together & after a while you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love, you begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something , promises can be broken as quickly as they were made, and sometimes goodbyes are forever. The only reason people hold onto memories so tightly is because they are the only thing that doesn't change while everything & everyone else does . But you have to remember that some of the people in those memories are in your past , and there may be a reason they didn't make it into your future.

Hate is easy , love takes courage .