Explanation

If you meant anything you said,
then tell me again,
why it all just faded away,
or were you just lying the whole time?
If you wanted me to be with you,
Why is it that youre the one who left,
who bailed out when times got rough,
or did you ever really care?
If you ever really loved me,
explain why you changed your mind,
was it something I did or said,
or was that just another joke too?
All i want is this to make sense,
Tell me the truth for once,
I'm seeking  clarity in thses darkest days,
So answer me this?
What happened to
what you made me believe was true?
Do you know what love means?
I do, and you never have.
Explain to me!
Give me reason for this deceit,
this heart wrenching pain you wrapped up and delivered,
Or don't bother,
That would probably be a lie too.