bite me, just do it

I know that you want to,
and i know that i want it too,
the pain of it is so strong,
i can see it in your eyes.
the pain can be bared,
only if you do it now,
the longer that i have to wait,
the more i don't want it.
I know that the feelings will change,
but one thing wil not,
the way that you love me so,
while you begin to bite,
i pull back scared for my life,
I wait and risk the chance of losing it,
and it hurts,
the venom spreading and breaking my heart,
i can feel it rising in my throat,
ready to scream at any given moment.
Then it dies down and i begin my new life,
my husband and me,
ireevocably in love,
enduring the problems in the future,
and forgetting those in the past.

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I really love vampires and if i could become one i would. I came up with this from watching twilight and queen of the damned and it really made me think of how someone could really so something as horrible as kill someone for their blood but in a way it's amazing to be one.