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Alone

Alone

By: The Red Cat Jazz of Love

 

 

You promised you would be here,

remember you wrote the letter to me

and I read it on my heart everyday

but you lied your not here.

You deceived the fourteen years of

our friendship how could you

turn sour on me?

The excitement I felt for weeks

the constantly babbling I did out loud

I am ashamed, you made a fool of me!

How could you say nothing in this world

could keep you from being away from me

you would come and be the twin

I was deprived of for four year.

Due to the darkness of society locking you

into their prison walls.

But deep inside I was locked up

right along with you.

Counting down the days I would see you

and have my twin next to me again.

You’re the reason I hate closeness

because it always hurt just like it is

hurting right now,

you said you would be here

we would catch up on all the birthdays

we missed together.

We suppose to be together here right now

taking all the pictures of our friendship

union again.

But the family is keeping you away from me,

I can just since it,

we always was able to conquer anything

in our friendship but now I am not sure.

Remember both our mothers thought

that the other was to perfect to be in

the other presents but nothing kept us apart.

W e taught each other about the trends of fashions

and the hairstyles I didn’t know how to do

you taught me side by side in beauty school.

And it annoyed me that you were a horrible braider

but with each other patients we got threw.

We made both our ma’s an ass graduating

into a talent either one of us rarely cared for

but it made Keisha Kee and Keke styles known

as the twin ladies who can whip you into

a funky due.

Just all the moments we had

how could you not even pick up the phone

and call me, I never expected that from you

of all people would have the audacity

to do this to me!

 

 

Trapped Rage

 

 

© Julia L. Clark Registration Number TXu-331-190, All rights reserved

Author notes

I am so upset and hurt one of my best friends in the whole world has been in prison for four years and got released today and she well he but he is gay so its accustomed just for me to call him she because he is one of the mot beautiful gorgeous men you would ever lay your eyes on you wouldn’t know he is a man but he is. And the agony and us not being together in each other shadow we wrote about it everyday and we couldn’t wait for this day to come we waited for this day here the 12th of December but our parents never agreed to our friendship since we were 14 and him 15 yrs. Of age. Our birthdays are a day apart his is June 8th mine is June 9th that’s why we say we are twins. I even went bought new weave lol because he does great hair ladies if you ever had a gay man do your hair you may know what I mean are a man period girlfriend will have me fly we graduated from beauty school together gosh I am seriously upset because I love my Keisha period even though the outside world has been rough on us both you would never have caught us apart never we both are very well known as the two people with the horrible attitudes sarcastic mouths but his were further worse than mind but we started our change together we are both ticking bombs but we had each other back in anything and I am hurt I hope he just mingling with the family because its been four years but he will be here and I just must be patient which I have very bad patients. I just hate after all these years his mother and my mother still want to keep us apart and he is 29 and I am 28 this is bullshit! sorry I have to get it out our I will go crazy! Are he is with his boyfriend if so I can forgive him because it has been 4 years anything else sorry folk how I show my love is whooping your ass heads up for peeps I love

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  • darell
    December 13, 2008

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    Reverberating

    your haunting rage reverberates
    deep into the abyss of muted silence.
    Erupting the walls of Jericho that's
    about to come tumbling down.
    A very well expressed sea of emotions
    uttered with finesse and soul.
    Brilliant baby!


    • theredcatjazzoflove
      December 13, 2008
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      thanks gerry i so just got off the phone with him as we speak i am so happy he will be here monday and you guys will so see less of me because i been deprived 4 years away from my friend and i am sorry dear we must catch up i will be gone honey i have to get my hair did right gerry goodness i can't wait


  • hotchocolate gold member
    December 12, 2008

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    Awe honey this is so sad and heart felt here! He is probably spending time with the family and tomorrow he will call hon then you'll have all day to chat This is a great write hon!