a Part of Me

As I lay my head where you once lay
I pray that the scent of you
will forever linger and never go away.
If I can no longer feel you next to me,
maybe I can breath you into my system
making you a part of me; my own reality.

So I lay there remembering our bodies full of desire
And how your earthquaking movements
lit my body and set me afire.
When with a passionate accent softy you did croon,
"Ooh, girl, its sooo good".
I was overwhelmed and satisfied but didn't want you to explode too soon.

You made me promise that you would never be denied.
And with that vow, "Me a cum"
you cried and from sheer ecstasy I nearly died.
Because it was better than I had thought
Now there were these overwhelming emotions
left inside of me that had me caught.

It was almost like I had taken a hit of crack.
I want more. I need it! I'm feening for it.
Mr. Candyman, when are you coming back?
But the answer to that question never came.
You left me aching for more of your loving.
Without it I will never be the same.

I can't contact you so I anxiously await your call.
This shit just ain't fair because you pushed me.
And your sudden invasion is what made me fall.
Boy, you got me in a whole lot of lust.
I tried to play my cards right
But the hand turned out to just be a bust.

Now I'm lonely and longing for you.
But  you've forgotten all about me.
Yet I knew you were too good to be true.
So now I'm left with only a fading memory
as I lay  holding onto this pillow
trying to breath you into me and make you part of my own reality.