Death Too Swift

It's wonderfull to realize that we are all gonna die,
that means we are all dying slow painfull deaths,
so every sejrial killer can now rest at ease,
their jobs are done.
but then there are those, like me, who love, and  hate,
with so much left to do, and so little time to do it in,
death is coming gmuch too swift.
i wish you could understand how much i love you,
and hate you, how much you disgust me,
yet i feel you are the most beautiful thing in the universe.
i dont have much time to express how much it means to me,
that you were there when i tried to take death into my own hands.
you keep reasuring me that everyone on the iside is ugly,
but also so very beautiful.
again, my time is short, i only have about fifty years left,
no time at all actually. but if i never have time to tell you this again,
I HATE YOU.....


But above all else, you are the love of my life.