XxByzantinexX

Calm. I am Calm.
It's dark
It's so dark
I like it here.
I can't see.
Black is safe.
He speaks, speaks, speaks.
I am calm.
I am calm. Calm.
Speaks.
Speaks.
Anger. Anger.
What?
Anger.
He wants me to go.
What have I done.
Nothing.
It's not me.
It's not me.
You lie. Lie.
Lie.
Lie.
Fight. I'll fight you.
It's not me, it's you.
You're wrong.
Wrong.
You're Wrong.
Hurt. It hurts.
Pain.
Dull pain in my chest.
I don't want to go.
I don't want to stay.
Words stab me.
They cut and tear at my flesh.
Cut.
Tear.
Cut.
Cut.
Tear.
Cut.
Please stop.
Pain. Pain.
Tear.
It's growing.
Cut.
It hurts.
It's hot.
Burning hot fire.
No. No. Stop.
Please stop.
Burning.
Fire.
I deserve this.
No.
Stop.
I am not...
I am not.
I am NOT-!
I AM NOT-!
Stop.
What am I.
I am not!
What am I.
What am I.
No..god...no.
WHAT AM I.
I...am.
I am...
Fire.
It burns.
Burns.
Burns.
Burns me.
Nothing.
Nothing.
Black.
Leave me alone.
Leave me alone.
I want to die.
I am.
I should die.
I want to die.
Please go away so I can die.
Disappear...
Close my eyes.
Black.
More black.
Safe.
I can't see.
I can't hear.
I don't want to anymore.
Your voice.
You speak.
Speak.
Speak again.
I hear it.
I hear you.
I am.
I don't want to be.
I hate me.
I can't change it.
I want to die.
Please let me die.
I hate me.
I am nothing.
I hate me.
I am nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing.
Black.
Where is the Black?
I want the Black.
I want nothing and everything.
Let me go.
Don't hold me.
Don't hold me.
It's not alright.
Tears.
It's not alright.
Please let me go.
Burning.
Still burning.
Pain.
I hate me.
Black...where is the Black?
Please...
No.
I don't want you to go.
It burns.
Burns.
Tears.
Cuts.
But I want you to stay.
It hurts.
Don't let me go.
Please don't let me go.
Don't let go.
I can't let go.
I hate me.
I never will let go.
I deserve this pain.
I hate me.
I was fighting.
Fighting.
Fighting you.
No.
I fought truth.
The truth.
I am.
I am.
I don't want to be.
I am.
I hear it.
I don't want to hear it.
I feel it.
Numb it. God numb it.
I see it.
I want it gone.
It will remain.
Remain as I will.
As long as you don't let go.
Don't let go.
Because I can't.