You have no idea,
Of what I am going through.
And you don’t even care,
Or just don’t have a clue.
I sit and watch,
As you begin to walk away.
I don’t know what I have to do,
To make you turn around and stay.
You were suppose to be the one,
To make me understand and see,
That it’s okay to open up,
And let someone love me.
You were my first kiss,
The only one I let this close.
You went from being a stranger,
To being the person who means the most.
The past six months,
Have been the happiest time of my life.
You talked about our future,
Including how you wana make me your wife.
Now you’re letting us go,
Without an explanation why.
I sit questioning myself,
Every night as I cry.
I sit and watch,
As everything falls apart.
As you drift away,
Pain begins to fill my heart.
With words you tell me one thing,
With actions you say another.
Everybody says it’s not like you,
Including your own mother.
Every time I turn around,
Someone is telling me something new.
All I wana know is the truth,
And I wana hear it straight from you.
You said you needed time to think,
So I gave you this break.
But instead you went to be with her,
Your biggest mistake.
People tell me I’m too nice,
That I have to be more mean.
So here it is,
Me being the maddest you’ve ever seen.
You lie to my face.
While you cheat behind my back.
With everything adding up,
I am slowly beginning to crack.
As I cry,
I feel numb inside.
Instead of hurting like this,
I would rather die.
You promised,
That you would always protect me.
Well how are you suppose to do that,
When you are the one hurting me.
You finally did,
Break my heart in two.
I will never,
Be able to forgive you.
I made the mistake,
Of trusting you & got hurt once again.
I’m never doing it again with anyone,
I am completely done.
I have never,
Hurt this bad in my life.
And it’s all because of you,
You’ve stabbed my heart with a knife.
You can’t explain,
Why you did what you did.
Trusting you again,
My heart forbids.
You were suppose to be,
The one who cared.
You were suppose to be,
The one who was there.
You were suppose to be,
The one to protect me.
You were suppose to be,
The one to keep me pain free.
But instead,
You’re the one making me numb.
I can’t deal anymore,
I am through, I am done.
Because of you,
I’m going back in my shell.
And you don’t even care,
That you’ve left me here in hell.
People tell me,
With time this pain will heal.
But not for me,
Because even with a broken heart I do love you still.
You broke my heart,
And don’t even seem to care.
I’m never gona get over this,
Cause that love will always be there.
But never again could I trust you,
You have already broken my heart and lied.
So to you,
This is has to be my goodbye.
Author notes
This is for someone who was suppose to always be there...but instead broke my heart and doesn't even care!
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Very simply stated yet very descriptive of something many of us have gone though. Very full of emotion and hurt. Somehow the pain will get better in time.
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Thanx...I know it'll get better...I just don't wana deal with the time in between it hurtin and it gettin better...
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omggg imm sooo sorry about that whole entiree situationn )):
thiss poemm is soo beautifull thoughh andd ii can feel thee hurtt in itt.
ii knoww what it feels like towards what yourr sayinggg. you did an awesomee jobb expressing your feeelings andd youu did greatt onn everything in generalll. keep up the greatt writee (:
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-melijeli
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Thank you...I am glad you liked it...writing about it helps...it doesn't ease the pain...but it lets me show people how I feel...I guess that makes me a true poet...again, I am glad you liked it...
Sarah Lea
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Aw I am so sorry that you've had to endure this. I know how it feels, because my ex did the exact same thing to me.
"You were my first kiss,
The only one I let this close.
You went from being a stranger,
To being the person who means the most.
The past six months,
Have been the happiest time of my life.
You talked about our future,
Including how you wana make me your wife.
Now you’re letting us go,
Without an explanation why.
I sit questioning myself,
Every night as I cry."
"Every time I turn around,
Someone is telling me something new.
All I wana know is the truth,
And I wana hear it straight from you.
You said you needed time to think,
So I gave you this break.
But instead you went to be with her,
Your biggest mistake."
...My mouth dropped open as I read these stanzas, because I could relate completely. It says everything.
This was written very simply, but its full of deep emotions. Loved it.
Hang in there; it does get better in time. Somehow.
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Thank you...I am glad you liked it...I've never hurt this much before and it is all new to me...but writing about it helps...thanx again
Sarah Lea -
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Yeah. The pain is unbelievable, and the love keeps on going anyway, and your heart just keeps shattering. It's hard. But you have expressed it wonderfully in these words.
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Thank you...you kind words helps as well...I keep askin myself what I did...and yet everyone says it was him and not me...and I will never understand why he did what he did...
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I know the feeling so well. "What did I do wrong? Why wasn't I worth it?" ...They're hard questions to answer. Just keep believing, and keep on loving. It all falls into place eventually.. everything happens for a reason.
Hang in there. =)
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*Huuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggggggggggs tight* <3
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*huggggz* chris, thank you for bein one of my best friends and bein there for me...I love you and am greatful for your friendship...
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Me toooo
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Prelim Final
this is EXACTLY wat i was asking for and i love it vompletely! deep yes simple and filled with pain
chels
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Thank you..I am glad you liked it...and your contest was the best way of me lettin people read it...so thank you...
Sarah Lea
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Beautiful!
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Thank you...I am glad you like it. I've never been this hurt before...and the only way I can seem to express it...is write it down...so here it is...it doesn't make it hurt less...but it helps me deal...thanx again
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