Once upon a time

Falling threw the cracks of time
And feel just fine here with things I can not find
Starting to tell the story over again once apart of a time
So as I start to unwind
History screaming at my back door
As the violence wages war
The massacre’s silent roar
Is killing me at my own gore
My throat is so damn soar from being here
The pain doesn’t feel that weird
The 16 gauge pointed at my fears
I got live one more year
Stare at the ceiling to make it go away
And praying that the betting will end some day
Before my life starts its slow fade
Despise me and you’ll find I can loose myself
Out of Control and the cards have been dealt
And the world is falling around me the rain I felt
As I lay down my head at night
The voice in my head they start to fight
And swear I thought I saw the light
As the melting memories of in school shootings
And bombs in the hallway torment my dreaming
Insanity Is all they got for me
Why can’t they explain these things?
Reading between the lines
See a tortured little boy suck in the confines
Of my own broken hearted mind
The things that won’t come out like columbine
I hope I never have another thought like that again or another sign
The war bombs explode
And I start to implode
Every thing looks like it could flow
But in the end you’ll see my life is low
Esteem on the floor
The massacre’s silent roar
Is killing me at my own gore
Falling threw the cracks
And I feel just fine here with things I cannot find
Starting to tell the story over again once upon a time
In the dark I…