Moving On/Wasted

Washing down the drain your memories
forgetting what was once a part of me
Each tear another moment I’ll never forget
Thinking about how our love would have never lasted
Unfortunately I have to let you go for eternity
Move on and let it go, what i meant to you I’ll never know
It’s sad it had to come to this
Broken glass and a clenched up fist
Never sober, always pissed
Never knowing what you missed
But will you wonder when I’m gone
Never knowing what went wrong
Come pounding on my door day and night
but somehow always ending in a fight
bruised and swollen, but never knowing
what it feels to be healed
The nights are cold and the sky is gray
wish the pain would just fade away
Can we go to another day
I can’t stand to live this way
I remember all the mean things you say
Wishing someone would put me out of my misery
To the god of the heavens, stop the rain
send me an angel to take away the pain
it’s been so long since I’ve seen the sun
Please just tell me when this is all done
So go and drink another beer
But in the morning I won’t be hear
Time to go and face my fear
broken sorrow and lots of tears
So as i’m waiting for the sun to shine
knowing you were never mine
can i leave the past behind
time to walk the crooked line,
wasted my life and wasted my time
when you never gave a dime
I’ll just turn my back on what you lack
Won’t even bother with what you got
You are just despicable in it all
Only after one thing I’m tired of giving
So i’m going to start living, and stop grieving
Fuck it all your world I’m leaving
Heal the wounds that keep on bleeding
Time to be free, time to live, but i won’t give
You can’t miss what you never had
But your loss is not my bad
I’m sick of being sad
You’re always mad
Should have known what you had
I’m done with you, you worthless fag!