Why am I a loser
I can never find love
Id mine as well be a boozer
Why do I screw everythin up
I thought u cared
I thought u loved me
but I was being played
U never loved me
You showed me how
stupid and dumb I am
Thank you for breaking
my heart in two
I hate me so much
anger filles my head
with thoughts of my
past events
I dont want to hurt
myself again but im
already hurting cause
of your lies and actions
You think im cheating
you think im scum
Then you find out i didnt
and you cheat anyways
My heart is so sore from
the pain u have caused
no confidence left
you took it with u
You cheated on me and
because im dessperate i
let you back into my heart
and you distroyed it once again
God I hate me so much
I was never good for you
why You were my everything
and you riped me apart
Look wat you have done
I pity you because of the pain
you have caused me because
its never your fault im the loser
I can never love againok
because ill be afraid to
risk it all on love again
god I hate me
But i will be ok on january 14
because i will be layed in hallow ground
people in black clothes and my father laughing
this will be my day of eternal sleep
Its not because of you and you flirt
with every damn guy and girl
you cheated on me
so here i go plzzz come jan 14th
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Nick....I'm so sorry.
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wow. this isnt the first time you felt like this at all. no wonder you have issues trusting. id never be able to go through something like that. im just glad ur still alive. i love you.<3
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I keep coming back and reading this and readin this over and over XD
Very Raw, and very real.
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Wow this is very emotional. Please don't let those two last paragraphs be true because its not worth it. Alot of people care for you, as you can see.
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OMG!!!
that suxx... but shit happens.. pain is always gonna be experienced during life.... but that doesnt mean you need to kill ur self!!! even though i dont know you, i dont want you to kill ur self!!!! if we didnt have pain then how would we even know if we are alive... the words you choose in ur poem say alot about you.. u sound like a good guy... ur dont deserve to die.... i want to kill myself for things like this everyday.. but i always find the will and strength to live.
there is so much to live for, PLEASE don't kill urself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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please tell me this is just a poem and not the truth! wow..if it is i am so sorry..you can txt or call me anytime you need it.. ill anwser if i can
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do not kill yourself, Im not worth it.
Trust me, I did what I had to do..
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This is not true.
your not a loser, Nick.
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This is very sad. I'm sorry that girl did this to you but no matter what happens you have to stay strong. Don't give up so quickly in life. A lot of things will happen and yes most of them will suck but you have to try. You deserve better than some one like that. Don't go kill yourself Nick..there are so many people that care about you. You're an amazing friend nick...always remember that.
~Kayla
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wow
this is really deep
im honestly tearing up and on the verge of crying
i know exaclty how you feel hun
if you ever need to talk just message me.
you deserve a lot better than that
im srry you had to go through that
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*narrows eyes*
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this is just like me. hated by every one. though good write.
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ervery one hates you thats just the reason every one loves you. weird isnt it.
great write.
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Nick i'm obviously not the only one who cares about you as a dear friend. Ivy here is right. You are a dear, dear friend to more people than you think. Tell me Nick, and i do not mean this mean or negative its merely a question, did you ever think of what your friends would feel if you killed yourself? Did you think we would just continue on as if nothing happened? That we would feel nothing? ok that was more like three questions lol but you get my point. We talk to you and are friends with you cause we see something in you that you have yet to discover for yourself. I know life has been cruel to you but there is too much love for you to simply throw it all away cause some bimbo wretch was being cruel. We love and care about you nick! Doesn't that mean anything to you? -
You're a great friend. And, that's only one opinion, wait until you get more to judge yourself.
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Because, you actually remind me that I have a reason to live. And, you help me, by listening to my problems. I'm attached and need you. Because, I can't loose another friend.
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im really not the best friend to have and apparently im even a worse bf
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Stuff happens, yes, but nothing is ever worth taking your life. We both know this isn't worth it. And, we both know that I need you. I will especially need you if I have to have surgery. You simply can't leave me. Ever! You promised. Remember. If you break that promise, think what it'll do to what little faith I have left. Give it time, your heart will heal. I promise, and you'll go on to find love, deeper, and better. You just gotta give it time.
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Hun u r the strongest person I know. U never needed me. U supported me
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No, Nick. You won't. You will be alive and well, because I say so. You made me a promise, and you'd damn well better keep it.
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hun stuff happens just know that i lov u
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