Wrecked Assurance

Here again
I can’t wait to begin
Another disagreement
Full of lies and broken promises
All the years you told me lies
I was the one who thought so highly of you
For now I am the one to think so low of you
I will not let you try to pull me down
Tired of walking on eggshells when you’re near
How many times can you lie?
And still think I want to come near you?
Actions speak louder than words
That statement couldn’t be truer than now

I remember when you used to say
All the things you didn’t do
The one that I looked up
Too bad I was too young, and expectedly immature
To notice
That you were the one to blame

You live in a bubble
Engulfed in fanatical religion and parental conformity
Trapped into a false world
One you can only imagine
One only read in books
And biased magazines

Sit on your throne
Think so highly of yourself
As I know you do so well
You sit up there and mutter
Thoughts that I must know
I don’t want to see you now
I’m finished with you

How dare you throw your miserable beliefs on me?
And be surprised at my offense
We live two separate worlds
I, for one, am in reality
You’re soaked clear through into a little fantasy
Only you know
I don’t want to go there with you

Call it disrespect
Call it Satanism
Call it whatever you want
You think you know
You’re so not even close
I am who I am
You can’t change me
Don’t even try
Because you’ll never be as good as me
You’re sorry ways will soon come to haunt you