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To Say Goodbye

I dont know how to do this
I dont know how to be
I dont know how to say goodbye
and still be me

I am left wondering
if I have thanked you enough
if I showed I loved you more
this would not be so rough

there is this hole in my heart
and I dont know how to fill it
there is darkness in my world
guilt, a universe could not fit it

I found myself driving,screaming,
pounding the steering wheel
sobbing and gasping, grasping
needing the light the world did steal

I found myself drinking, deep fiery wine
clutching at my constant spinning head
sipping and thinking, crying and hurting
praying that it was some other father dead











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  • Thornz
    December 13, 2008

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    This is such a touching emotional and excellent written piece here. *Hugs* Just wanted to comment on the second stanza - we can never do enough, say I love you enough, hug them enough to make in any easier. My heart goes out to you and your family.


  • Cimbolic
    December 11, 2008

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    I know I already talked to you about it a little bit, but I still feel out of place trying to say anything important. Again, my heart goes out to you and your family, and I hope for a strong healing and quick passing of sorrow. Death is something I know, but have never understood. Well, maybe I understand it, but I like to hope that my understanding is wrong.

    • YesterdaysDreams
      December 11, 2008

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      I know everyone wants to say the right thing. Then nothing is the right thing. Mainly it is knowing that so many wish to help that matters and is keeping me grounded. Thank you so much Ben.