When you fall, fall backwards.
Fall with your arms spread out, a smile on your face.
Fall knowing you don't need someone to catch you.
There's no need to get caught, not when there's a thrill like this.
You find pleasure in it too -I know you do.
Cruel games, misplaced feelings, and hurtful words.
Outwardly, you and I? We act hurt, like the normal response should be.
But inside, as the pain sinks in, there's a rush, a buzz.
They limit masochists to physical pain,
To bleeding and bruising and getting torn apart.
I don't limit them at all; it's more than that.
So much more than that.
Have you ever felt the adrenaline from being left out?
How about the excitement from having your heart torn in two?
Did you ever snap at someone to fight with them,
Just so you could get high on their put-down?
You can lie, and you can pretend to hurt, you can cry over it all,
But deep down a smirk arises as you turn away from the sharp words of another.
It's your dirty little secret, as you bask in the pain each time it comes in waves.
You aren't alone, my sadistic little friend, I live for that pain too.
When we fall, we fall backwards.
We fall with our arms spread out, a smile on our face.
We fall knowing we don't need someone to catch us.
There's no need to get caught, not when there's a thrill like this.
Author notes
I know I said I probably wouldn't be back, but I also said I'd come back occasionally...and I wanted to put this somewhere. So, since I have this account still and don't know how to delete it, poems will be here every now and then. Just don't expect them so often anymore. Once a month at the most...if you're lucky. So here's my one of this month.
Hate me and beat me, just put a smile on my face.
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amazing
Amazing poem. I've been all kinds of there. Seriously. Completely love it.
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Your one of the month?
Hold on mac, you've got way too many feelings to not write poetry... and then you've gotta do something with that poetry(unless it's in that special territory that's beyond the line which means that you can't post it because then it's just too damn personal.. but that's a different situation.)
anywhoo... awesome write. This comment's a face, here's the smile....
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no, i just have little inspiration to write /poetry/ because all me feelings has gone into /short stories/ DUH
thanks
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Awesome.
Reminds me of me.
Heh.
Great write.
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