Jealousy Abides

You make it so hard to talk
I make it so hard to think
Without your blessings
How can I talk
Without your anger
I could talk

You always say your in the dark
But when I tell you things
You begin to darken
Yelling, saying stupid things
I don't understand how I can talk

Lately you get mad over stupid things
"Wheres your signiture?"
What siginiture?
"Don't play stupid"
I'm not

"You've been acting differently lately
And now your signiture is gone
What am I suppose to think?"
Your to controlling over stupid things

I go to the mall with my friends
You get mad saying I'm going with another boyfriend
Why can't you trust me?
Why are you so jealous?

I can't be with someone jealous, controlling, and misunderstanding
I can't be with someone who makes me sad
You make me sad
You are jealous, controlling, and misunderstanding

How can I trust you?
What should I think?
Maybe your not right for me
Maybe were not meant to be

How can I stop myself from you
I love you
No I can't take you
I can't deal with aggressiveness
I can't be controlled
I can't have another dad again

I guess its the end
The end?
Forever
Or just for now?
Its to hard of a descion
I can't pick
Forever. . . .