N.I.R .Forget me not...

you think this is what i want?
to be left now alone
facing this world
im so afraid of
i just wanted some time out
because you suffocated me

you never stop talking
-i have to wait to speak

it's always your money
-i gave you all i had

i love you
-you don't want to love me

i could cry all night
and you wouldn't even notice
i got up to throw up
and you didnt even stir
i'd finally crack it
and you call me abbusive

you don't get how i felt
you never knew what i want
you were never ready
for anything
except what you wanted

now iv'e cried away my make up
but i still don't want this ending
but your so set on it being like this
i want to love you always
but you just can't let me

and i'll hurt for a while
and wonder what if
but i will never blame myself
because i know i tried my best
even when poison words
fell like acid on my ears

and i love you i cant help that
because you are part of me
i just wish you could of listened
instead of blowing up in my face

all i wanted was time
all i wanted was love
all i WANT IS YOU!!!!!