No one will help
me undress these
suicidal wrappings,
so I'll continue to
suffer beneath it all.
Thoughts of a better
life torment my mind;
would it be better if
I didn't breathe any longer?
My death would equal happiness.
But, oh God,
I don't want to die.
...But I don't want to live.
I don't want to have
to continue on with
this loneliness that
cripples me so.
It exhausts me to
have to think these
contemplations through;
I'm too tired to make
them stop.
I can't sleep this itching
thought away;
I'll go to bed with a bleeding
wrist and hope tomorrow
will be another day.
Author notes
I'm afraid of myself................
I really, really am..........
I Don't Care What You Think Anymore...
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I know what you mean, I get thoughts of suicide far to often I think..
"But, oh God,
I don't want to die.
...But I don't want to live." Those lines touch me so much and it's what I think to my self everyday.
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wow i loved this poem.... i can relate to it very much..... you did an awesome job..... i think that is what every suicidal person feels i know i feel that way right now..... if you could please tell me what you think about my poem its called with everyday that passes that would be great thanks
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i thik this poem was really good.
i understand hoe you feel. I'm the same way. i don't want to live but i don't want to die. i scare myself sometimes too. your an awsome writer.
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But, oh God,
I don't want to die.
...But I don't want to live.\
--i love this...i can relate so much...i feel like this all the time...i dnt want 2 live with milife...mi self...bt i dnt...i cant give up...good job =)
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It's yourself thats driving you insane with lonelyness. During lunch i see you with your friends all the time, and most of the time you seem like youre having fun. There are many people -including me- who would and will help you get better, but it seems as though its yourself who doesnt. And just as everyone tells me, death does not bring happiness to the people around you. If you really mush die, than at least make sure you want it first.
BTW: great poem, im my eyes you seem to have been getting better at writing them. Ususally the best ones come from the heart too.
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Yeah; though, I think I might have Dependent Personality Disorder (which is just how it sounds, pretty much). Which would explain why I'm happier when I'm around people....
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you seem to have a lot of disorters. I've never seen someone with so many. If you ever feel too over whelmed, you could always give some to me -i can handle it- If we must, we could always find someone to fallow you around 24/7 , although, it might seem a little creepy
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Yeah O.O It's kind of scary and annoying. I swear, I'm a walking contradiction. I have Antisocial Personality Disorder AND Dependent Personality Disorder, plus, I have more.
*digs through her bag* Which one you want? I have: Social Anxiety, Antisocial Personality Disorder, Avoident Personality Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, Dependent Personality Disorder, Schizoid Personality Disorder, Accute Anorexia (or mild), and Severe Depression. (Wow.....)
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I'll take the severe depression and accute anorexia. o.o it might help me if i ever want to go on a diet. -btw: youre not fat, cause we are the same size, which would make me fat as well- And the severe Depression wouldnt make any difference in my personality anyway. hmm, and maybe ill take the dependent personality disorder just to annoy people o.o
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You're not fat! You're tiny.
XD It DPD sucks........... -
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-pokes tummy- ah, i probably got some fat molicules in there somewhere. and thats exactly my point. Miranda= Crystal= not fat which means Miranda= not fat
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I think everyone has fat molecules in there >.<
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I just randomly picked on off of manga fox. o.o i forgot the tittle, but actually it was pretty cute.
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XD OMG. I'm taking this quiz and the answers to the questions are hilarious.
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what quiz is it -link please-
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o.o these anwers scare me
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XDD I loved them.
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