I'm a bitch

you should stop crying
find a life or love or something
you should stop being so annoying
stop pretending to be happy and cheerful

beneath that mask you wear
lies so much darkness and fears
and you should stop being so jealous
stop playing your mates like a little bitch

wink with your too big eyes
make them want you, OMG you really
REALLY try too much
they don't want you, don't you understand?

you're crying because you think you're in pain
well stop fighting, eventually you'll die in vain
just pick up that knife and slice those wrists
end your fucking life, you'll never be missed

here I am, talking to my reflection
already bleeding, believing the voices in my head
life's fucked up, I don't want to be here anymore
so I told my reflection in the bathroom, while drowing in red