i choose to die alone

my heart is calling for a rewind
to step back into the unkind
although i hate to think of the past
it blinds with a light that lasts
cast the debris into overtime
chewing on words that cover up the hidden agony i pocess
im digging a hole, deeper and deeper
until in the ground i will go
flow does the time
the pain begins once again
why is it thta i can never win
to sin i bow
creating more grieve
strifing for better but worse i recieve
i weave my own web
so many words left unsaid
constantly mistaken trouble for the best
let all my love go
the door to my heart is shut
i choose to die alone
deeper and deeper
until in the ground i will go