Im Sorry Baby

Baby Im sorry I wasz so upset and bein such a bitch
You were jussz tryin to be there for me
And that I couldnt see
Baby I want you to know that I know...
It was very wrong of me
I didnt mean to get you upset to the point where
You felt like you couldnt help
But believe me you did a whole lot
By just hearing your voice and knowin I have such a caring boyfriend
Who wont ever stop being there for me no matter what happens
Who makes me laugh and always understands me
There I was cryin into the phone
While my sister argued with me just cusz I wouldnt tell her whats wrong
You were there jussz trying to comfort me
Once you said baby I love u and I'll always be there
Telling me your sorry cusz of all the shyt that happened that day
But I made you have that feelin like I didnt care and just brushed it away
It was very wrong of me and that I know
I regret for makin you feel that way
I really didnt mean too
Itsz just the shyt happenin that day
Made me act that way
Tears ran down my face
When I thought of how cruel and wrong I was bein
So fckn blind and upset at that point to where I never went with seein
How I was acting when on the phone wit u
But it all came back to me when we hung up
And all i can say isz...
"Damn I definitly fcked up =["
And whatsz so messed up is I had the nerve to argue wit you
When you became mad cusz of the way I made you feel
You had every right to be mad at me
So Im writing thisz poem to let u know
That baby I love you so
I dont ever wanna let you go
If you were to ever leave out of my life
I dunno what I would do
Baby you have no idea how lucky I am to have you
And I wont ever upset you or make you feel that way again
You will alwaysz be in my heart deep down
Until the very end
xoxo