Fairy Healing Room

Shh-not too many people know about this sorcery in the hidden room
As one enters in too this room for the first time
It so overwhelming feeling of peace like some how it will work out

Kelly is a green earth fairy her job is to ride our world of suffering
She grabs my hand we sit on a chair the table matches
It has a mosaic of roses on it the beauty of the shaded area

Kelly calls to Grace the red fairy she has other skills
Kelly says sweetly could you bring us some of your wonderful tea and cakes
She looks at me with these almond eyes filled with compassion

Would you please share your grief with me,plus no one will know
We fairies are here to help you, not to judge you
Then a sweet smell comes from behind me
My favorite jasmine tea with little soft white cakes
There would like white pillows with cream in them

I inhaled a big breath, the tea and cookies are wonderfully
The real truth it hard to talk about grief,people will run from you
There are some things I do not want the real world to know about
It funny a person thinks they know some one fairly good

Then reality sets in, he has many hidden secrets and he lied about many things
I really do not know what I am feeling it numb feeling
Sometimes it fill like the void of the Great Grand Canon
Other times I am mad at him why,did he feel like he could not talk to me

The green fairy slowly nod's her head she says go one
I do not know how to go on, I love him freely without strings
Life has changed so much my brother died in August
Then two other friends died in that same year

There are times I hide from the world stay in my bedroom with my dogs
It all so overwhelming the people that said they would help
Are now gone, they do not stop by or do the things they promised
The ones I least expect came to my aide

I sat quite drain of all feeling and my eyes glisten with tears
Start a journal to write out your feelings
When you see the issues it easier to deal with them
Feel free to decorate the house any way you like
This is your revenge on him dying

Create your own space to get away from problems
Have a drawer or trunk save the special moments
When you are ready, you will give away other things of his
Now they are your raft on trouble waters

Are you now with your tea and cookies I said yes they were very good
Let go into the cuddle room it tell you how special you are
Some times we do not understand the greater vision of the world
When you are done, you will find yourself sleeping in your bed

As I awoke, for the first time I felt human again
Now I am taking baby steps
Facing the reality my love is gone
His love still lingers on even if I can not feel it all the time