you spit your words at me so harshly thinking maybe somehow you're setting me free. things get hard so you run away from the girl who never gave up on all your failed attempts at love. who are you to give up on me now? things start to slide downhill so you decide, to leave me hanging by the wayside, leaving all the thoughts you hide, behind. tell me you still love me and that you don't want to let me go, don't tell me you don't have time or that we'll never work or never grow. that's not your place to say when you're blinded by stupidity and won't see things my way. if you don't want me, there's a line at my door; and i won't wait for you to pick up broken pieces off the floor. if you don't want to man up and at least tell what's on your mind, fine; i'll leave you to get your shit in line. but i hope you know that i'm okay. my mind's on straight, i'm on my way. you're trying to do the things i do, but you can't; not yet, your game's not set, my life's in check my needs are met. the ones in my life are there because i want them there and if you can't make time for me i don't care. hoard all your money, it won't last forever. and the love we had together? i hope you know that you let it die because you chose green paper- you chose goodbye. i'm done with all this doing too much because too much is obviously never enough. so you let our love die and even with all that, i tried; and yes it breaks me on the inside, but i guess this means goodbye.
ehh
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amanda!! why didn't you tell me. Don't ever let a guy tear u up lyk this. Their shit okay. Any guy 2 treat you dis way is an ass hole n i know everyone says this 2 u prob but he rlly doesn't deserve you. If i see him i'm gonna fuck him uppp. Guys arn't worth the pain that they cause. Seriously, but we keep on going bk 4 more cuz we know we cant live without em. Though u got to move on and you know that I, I know you'll pull through girl. You'll see he'll be the one all messed up, cuz now he'll see what life is lyk without you. Amanda your beautiful, smart, talented and the list goes on forever and you'll see he'll realize it.
Amanda I love you to death girl
~gabi

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=] you make me happyyy i love you toooo
and yeahh i was gonna tell you but it just happened and like.. i don't feel like talking about it cuz like.. i feel okay about it you know... idk. yesterday i was madd happy for some reason and today i'm just like... confused i guess. but i'm still happy.
i love you<3
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