I Need a Friend

What am I looking for is a friend and confidante
a person that likes to explore theories
My husband past away May 12th,2008
he learned the hard way if you do not want a
honest answer to your question don't ask it
I volunteer at U Paint It Gift Shop
My passion is art, I love to explore it
I have a room where I am writing a book
There has been four deaths in my life this year
I would like a male to read poetry to me with sparkling
white wine and lush purple grapes with sexy red strawberries
I believe being sensual is knowing the person it  comes
out on it own, when you both are ready
What I miss is sharing and creating ideas to grow,cultivate and create
I like to use my resources wisely because we honor the land
I am sorry I not very good at sensual words I have not had
the opportunity to explore
I think the scents jasmine, amber are highly sensual
Wearing pretty little garments under my clothes make me feel sexy
Walking in the night and staring at the stars
I plant a herb garden and flower garden
My friends must love dogs and cats
I am a earthiness Nebraska lady
Love to explore the art world by reading,creating, listening to various artists
I am not rich with money, I am rich in love by my friends
My house is a fixer upper boy I am learning the hard way
to fix things around the house
It hard at night I have no one to s hare ideas with
it was my husband passion to debate various themes
I collect movies and have a vary collection
I use to pop, popcorn fresh,build a fire in my stove
and cozy up to my husband
Now my world has changed I could sure use a good friend to talk too
What tickles my fancy is when men wear good aftershave
Caring would be a great quality
I have my flaws I am not well organized at home we started
remolding while my husband was a live there so much work to do
Being sensual to me is smiling that special way that makes
one feel so very special they beam like sunlight
I am just me nothing more,what you see is what you get
My favorite saying is Say what you mean, mean what one says
and carry it though