Today is the anniversary, that just never was
And I'm penning this out, simply because...
It might give me closure, some more time to heal
Time for me to figure out, what's fake and what's real
I know he still loves me, I love him in return
But now they have each other, so he's none of my concern
I need to let him move on, but it's harder than you know
I love him, he's my everything...I can't just let him go
And yet I want him to be happy, so I must sacrifice my own
What does it really matter, if I sit here all alone
The anniversary that never was, a two year marking time
I still spend my moments sitting here, wishing he was mine
My heart is heavy and weighted down, all from ache and the pain
I'm on the verge of insanity...God knows know I'm far from sane!
This is the anniversary that never was, and it's tearing me apart
I don't think I can handle it, it's simply shattering my heart!
So then I went and wrote this out, and I guess it's just because
I've been sitting here crying over..the anniversary that never was
Author notes
'Little Miss Mental' is my AP name
I just wanted to write this about 'him'...it would have been 2 years today *December 1st, 2008* had he dated me for only another month. And I'm completely lost in his absence.
Give me your honest opinions and comments
Comments
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good good good poem AMAZING
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RHI
im so so so sorry hun i really hope you heal sometime love
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i like this... i really do. but it's not what i'm looking for.... i dont even really see how it applys to my contest. I'm sorry but i'm going to have to remove it- it was a wonderful read though, heartwrenching and honest. please continue- you are very talented. sorry again, but if you have something more to my tastes feel free to submit again -T
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